Archive for March, 2006

To all my coursemates..

Sunday, March 26th, 2006

Finally, it almost come to the end of the semester.. suddenly, my heart feel very very heavy…

i’m leaving a place that grow me in this 5 years.. frends, coursemates that already accompany me for 5 years time.. just 1 more month.. i have to leave all these.. and all are going to make our own future, chase for our dreams… don’t know when can meet again.. might not meet again…

this few weeks, months.. always with coursemates.. sharing the happiness, sharing the experience, talk together, communicate together, play together.. not like other semester.. that i have something to busy… alwasys meet with other ppl..

now, i realise sth.. the ppl that i feel so sad to leave is my coursemates.. they are the one that accompany me for 5 years.. we start together.. and now we will end together.. i feel, we share the same feeling.. we also hope can enjoy for some time together.. play, talk together in this final countdown..

we are planning to go for a farewell trip.. really hope everyone can join… let us begin and end the university life together.. let us end with joy, fun and happy tears.. if got chance, we will meet again in coming future.. keep in touch with each other..

if you are my coursemates that reading my bloc.. i would like to said " I love you, my dear coursemates.. take care and keep in touch. can find me anytime.. contact me anytime if need any help.. friendship is forever.."

To friends.. thanks for growing up with me.. keep in touch.. friendship forever.. find me anytime.. if you are in trouble, tell me, i’ll try my best to help you… ;)

Looking to the future, not living in the past..

Sunday, March 5th, 2006

Today, my hometown organization organize a farewell party to  the final year student.. of course, i’m one of the final year seniors…

Suddenly.. my mind keep on thinking sth pass… in this 5 years in U.. wht i had really did?? who is the one that close to me?? which fren that i rarely contact now? wht i had done in the past?? wht had happen in the past?all these are really nice memories..

suddenly, i feel a bit sad.. coz all the good old days already pass.. and now, i seems like nothing…especially, looking for the days that i’m having an important post in an organization.. at that time, everyday got e mails.. i need to read through, need to think, need to make decisions.. i hv to plan for things.. i need to think abt the problems…. and much much more.. but nowadays, when i check my inbox everyday.. most of the mail is junk mail, forward mail, advertisement.. i don’t hv that kind of busy life anymore..

nowadays.. i seems like not doing much meaningful things.. just past it day by day… coz is in final year.. always looking back to all those past years.. i realise, i can’t just looking backwards; must looking forwards..  looking up to the future!!! hope i can have a bright future…